And gradually, my ‘tank’ was getting emptier and emptier with no real, relevant support to help me identify the problems, or keep it full.
Then in 2016, I came face-to-face with my first childhood trauma with a new procedure at the same hospital. This started a chain reaction of PTSD that would take a long time to heal from – psychologically and spiritually. My typical coping mechanisms were gone, and in the still void that remained, I began the journey to heal from my traumas. And it was here that my journey to Heart Place began.
Fast forward to July 2021, I have made the decision to honour my whole being and discontinue burning myself trying to keep others warm. I also answered my soul’s call - to care for the carers.
Which brings us here. It’s why you are reading this.